Everything's fast paced now, but still you're waiting. Everyday keeps turning swiftly, not knowing if today is yesterday anymore. You move automatically, you know what's gonna happen next. There's little room left for you to feel, and you'd rather sleep than feel anything. You're too tired to wake up, too tired to sleep, too tired to dream. Sometimes, you even forget why you were doing this in the first place.
You run in a very different crowd now. You know them, but not really KNOW them. You smile, you laugh, you feel the exhaustion, you feel fulfilled after a long days work. But at the end of the day, you still feel empty inside.
You feel happy, and frustrated at the same time. You have a hard time trusting others, and in trusting yourself as well. You developed this fear you didn't even know you had. You keep fitting in and yet you still feel that you're not that missing puzzle piece that everyone's been looking for.
And then you ask yourself, where is this bound to end?
Well maybe something worthwhile.
So until I've figured things out, let me move on my own pace,
Just like a waterfall.